I sit on this chair fuming,
How could you?
How could you do that to me?
I feel like you took my entire youth away...
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Lord take the wheel..
lying here on what I call my bed, my resting place, my territory so to say.
tired I am
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Somewhere in the middle,
In the middle of all the madness that comes with each day,
I feel worthless yet immensely loved.
I feel a sadness within me I cannot explain.
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I missed you today,
Though I spoke to you it felt as if I didnt...
I look into your eyes and all I see is a shattered heart longing to be loved....
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Into my heart you have crept,
Into my eyes you stare,
you see something,
something many may see as normal.
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Approval is all I ask,
Its all I long for,
Its all I need to feel complete.
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