Esmiie Carter

I wish I was skinny, I was tall.
I wish I was PERFECT and PRETTIER than them all.
I want to be popular.
I want to be adored.
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I remember when we first met, I remember when we first talked. I remember all of of our inside jokes and all of our late night talks.
Three months later...
You never text or talk to me anymore. I guess you've made some new changes and one of them was me. I used to be the one who made you complete.
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I remember when we first met,
I remember when we first talked.
I remember all of our inside jokes and all of our late night talks.
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Please don't forget me like I won't forget you.
I know we had a thing or two.
But that thing between us no one can compare too.
But, face it! You'll someday love and miss me like I used to miss you.
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I changed from outcast to...............
Popular just to get a guy to notice me.
I guess he was eye candy to every girl around me.
I lied to myself and told myself...
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Put down that razor, Put down that rope.
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I make my mark on my calender of you. Marking down the days until I finally get to meet you. While, you have your days on a countdown to finally return home.
I'm slowly falling apart.
Because, I know deep down inside you would never notice me like I notice you. Sometimes, I wonder if my dream will ever come true. Because I believe in you. even when I don't want too. I tried to fall for another guy but, instead I fall more in love with you. Because, there's something different about you, that no one can compare to.
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