The question is not what
you’re going to do, but know
what is your nest step when you
find your answer to the question
I look back and I laugh cuz I remembered
you said I would never amount to anything.
But guess who is got caught up
selling marijuana next to La Bodega on Simpson Street.
Sun light hits my eyes, as another new day appears
should I awake or should I just sleep.
What’s the use of me going outside?
you walk away whenever I approach you.
Where does time go?
I hate to see her go right now,
Why must she cry?
Hurt inside is pain.
'Lately, I've been in deep thought. Like the drifting away when someone tells you a story that really doesn't make any sense at all. I've been thinking of all the different ways to express how my thoughts has me numb for I don't feel anything anymore, because what's the use of having any feelings if you can't use them at all?
I spent many nig...hts outside looking up upon the starry nights. Freezing tremendously yet feel that warmth heart-felt feeling inside. I often wondered how I could match many incidents I came across that it played a picture of you in my mind. How such a feeling I continue to have ever since our first conversation that time. How I could feel thoughts just looking deeper in your eyes. How one person could have such a deep emotion yet has to live life as if everything is alright. We kissed one night yet it was only a game. Little did I know that feeling would continue after that night and flow through my veins.
We never met but I Believe we met in another Life.
Your image gives me Hope and Light in my Darkness Nights.
The sound of your Voice makes me feel that Everything will be alright.
I think of you often and how Life would be.
Part of me died. The love that existed within my spiritual heart has particles of disappointments that renders me numb for I feel not anymore but tear the moments that kept my other parts alive. I fear the last breath I take would be filled with such pain. For I am blind because life that I knew is covered by such darkness. I hear sounds through the dark. Whispers of opportunities. Shadows of the past. Yet I'm scared of what might unfold. I only wish I had a true home. I roam this earth for years and yet to find that light.
The colors are drying out on my palette.
I tried to paint a beautiful picture yet I never found the right color pattern.
Lonely nights and missing days,
I need you but you are so far away.
My heart is hurting,
who’s to blame no one but me for letting you get away.
Maybe I was in love with the thought of you. I held in my tears for many years. That in time I thought it was just rain on my face.