Sometimes, it comes a point in our lives when we have to think what we are doing and where we are heading. When happiness fades, we need to look for new beginnings. When love dies, we need to step away and carve out the dead feelings. I know it is difficult to let this relationship go. We have been through so much together that it hurts just recalling a tiny fraction of the time we spent as a lover. But I also know it will only hurt more if we let this relationship drift. The same inevitable parting will confront us then making it even harder for us to recover and find that elusive happiness and peace of mind. We have had our fair share of love and happiness. Let that be the memories that will stay with us as we go our separate ways. Continuing on will only leave us with more bitter recollections that will overwhelm the happier shades that we once shared. That's simply because true happy moments will never be possible from now on when the magical feeling has wrapped with guilt and commitment. Instead, what will set in is indifference, making us sweet lovers but can't go through for the future. Perhaps you will find that I'm trying to justify my decision to move on. To alleviate the guilt of leaving this relationship. Maybe I'm and for that I'm truly sorry. But I also strongly believe that a person special deserves someone much better. Someone who can love and cherish the way a lover should be rather than depending on crumbs from a dying feeling and full of commitment which is better left buried. And i believe, every pain will be disappear in time, when the wounds have healed, when acceptance already embrace our hearts and when the heart start to beat once again. I also want both of us to be happy. If I can't feel it in my heart, neither can I give you what you rightly deserve. That being the case, let us go and seek our own rainbows, which I'm sure will appear when the time is right.
Life is a struggle.
How to be happy in a world where problems barge in one after another?
When somehow we tend to be exhausted,
and then feel our self- worth as a meager existence.
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The hopes inside are overwhelming;
And the words you said are so promising.
The bliss she felt isn't explainable;
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