How cruelly it was gone
How fast the end was done
I really thought he loved me
But they were all just cruel, cruell lies
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I will sit and stare, at my phone
Hoping for it to show one name
Matthew
As it will cry its lonely ring
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How can i ever get over all this?
This heartbreak of no return?
There always will be a hole
One that cant be filled with sorry's,
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I thought his love would never leave
But once again i was deceived
From my eyes the tears shall fall
And as always
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A moment alone with him was my only wish
(A silent tear)
The first kiss with him lost
(A Silent cry for him)
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I may not have had an acual near death experience
But i no how it feels
Death is my metaphor for how i feel about him
Death, Death and Darkness all around.
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Birds, though im not one
are lucky
They can fly 62 miles to him
While i stay grounded in Olympia
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