When the winds settle and the air is clear, look for me!
When the dark fades and light is near, look for me!
When spring is here and life's more clear look for me!
If you've looked for me I'm here!
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I wasn't at my best when I met you!
I became my worst not because of you but the fact that I'd loose you!
If you'd known how torn apart I was how upset I was with my world. If i had shown you that! And that I was struggling this never would have been! I was too proud too caught up in how badly I was doing in the game! I thought I couldn't share the embarrassment of letting myself down and you! The love from you got me thru until I had to face things! Then at that point I forced everything out by acting up or making things not great! Destroying everything! I'll love you forever and if I could change the world and us in it I would.
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When love comes for me set me free! Send me down all my distant memories! Let me shy away from hurt!
Let me be the one to lay in the desert! Away from it all!
Set me free from my heart set me free from my heart! I'll find memories from the start!
But when it comes to me now I'll never know how to be apart of your life without you as my wife!
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How I miss your smile. How I miss your name rolling off my tongue. How I miss your smell (farts included)
How I miss your being.
How I miss the cwtchs and knowing when I wake up you are there!
How I miss your mahogany eyes.
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Not long ago you were Gone!
Gone from this earth and apart of a story you wouldn't see!
People thought that too,
Not me, I always said I'll go next week!
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