Grew up in rural West Wales, and have lived in Bristol for the last 25 years.
Her baby voice is loud and free.
She shouts with joy, anger and interest.
I don't like to make so much noise,
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Good evening sweetheart
Are you feeling really clean
After washing away the ashes of the week?
Leave them at the bottom of the bath
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She wants to spoil it for me.
Everytime I feel happy
She comes along,
and makes me feel bad.
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It's too hard for me to be good.
I'm just pretending, I can't hold it together.
I want to throw it all away.
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