Josh Blanchard Biography

I always get so close to being happy always think i found the perfect girl i dont know if i screw it up all the time or im just soposed to be this miserable.
im not writing these to be popular im writing them because them help me calm down its a better way to solve my anger and alot safer. I realy dont care what you think of them im trying my best ive been judge alot called some things and have had groups of people hate me this may be bring different thoughts into your head so Im white, not that good looking, listen to metal, scremo, punk, soft rock, or anything thats not rap. yeah im only 15 i dont think it matters im pretty sure im not the first 15 year old kid to post something here. im not saying you have to like my pomes i just know some of my friends do and was hoping others would to.