Feeling so broken no mechanic can repair
Dark nights lonely days time is spinning away
calling out asking why can't i be free
But yet your getaway haunts me everyday
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Hiding from pain makes sense right?
Feeling is an outdated concept
Smiling all the time for better or worse
suffering is better than dying
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Holding her tight as she wishes for you
Staying strong hope this feeling will pass through
Don't know what to say she thinks it's her fault
Locking my emotions in a vault
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Scared of disappointing you I escape
Fearful of being even seconds late
Wish I could just walk through heavenly gates
Despair knowing I can't escape this fate
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Sitting here staring knowing its over
covered for you had cost me everything
Did it thinking it'd go undiscovered
It hurts me too, it gives such a great sting
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I was once a child young and free
Not captured by the knowing of the unseen
Kids today don't know what it's like to be
Knowing the world at such a young age
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