With the razor kissed wrists
this is my bright red scream
as I press down harder blood begins to surface
I convince myself 'you don't feel pain, forget it, it's worth it'
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what the hell iz wrong with the world today?
people go by looks and not personality.
Inside me iz a awesome person that no one knows.
i know people look at me and say ew or sometimes maybe worse.
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i think of all that i have done
the lust of love i think so dear
i cry upon the clear fall
i get up ask whos there
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Life sucks.
Life is great.
Life is like a roller coster.
life has love.
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when i say i love you know its true
i care alot for you
i try to always make you happy
i let u know i care
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why did you leave meh in this dark place alone
i know it was hard and i feel the same
the tears running down my cheeks are saying im the blame
i sit here every night wondering where u are
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Time is passing can this be real?
I feel oh so fuking ill
A bullet to the head
A stab in the chest
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6 feet under there i am
people morn over me
i try to tell them not to cry
they place a rose on my grave
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would you care if i was dead or alive?
would you care if i was crying or had a broken heart?
would you care to make me smile when i was down?
as i sing my sad song i think of what ive missed
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Our time is here out time is now,
From life to death,
Were here till the end,
we got birth we get death
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Loves memory has traced our outline in this place.
But will the spider remember, or the sun?
Did the water capture our faces in permanence?
Does the wind create us anew as it blows?
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Today is a new day
im not so depressed
im actually happy
today is a new day
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I freaking hate snow
its to bright
i like the darkness
kinda like my heart
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The bitterest tears shed over graves are for words left unsaid and deeds left undone
I cry for the time that you were almost mine, I cry for the memories I've left behind, I cry for the pain, the lost, the old the new, I cry for the times I thought I had you
Not all scars show, not all wounds heal Sometimes you can't always see The pain someone feels
Whats the sense of wishing for something when I always just wish it away?
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Funny when things never change
Even when you say they will
But while your off screwing her
My life is standing still
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Hey im an Kendra im 17 i love writing and poetry although most of it is depressing its what i write people say time pretty good but i feel like i should disagree. I love music is my life i feel like it gives me a spot in life.)
My Cuts
With the razor kissed wrists
this is my bright red scream
as I press down harder blood begins to surface
I convince myself 'you don't feel pain, forget it, it's worth it'
You convince yourself that there is no pain
I try to forget
it's just my sick little game
I'm ashamed of what I do
As time goes by they get harder to hide
more and more skin with scars on the outside
Hide them with long sleeved shirts, it covers them up but doesn't take away the hurt
It hurts the same when nobody knows; it's just the way it goes
Cut to feel alive, it's something I know is real
It's something I wish I could hide, something I didn't have to feel
When things get too bad it's first instinct to just cut away
Cut away, make some new scars to just get through the day
This time it got out of hand, cut too deep and can hardly stand
Losing way too much blood and I begin to fall
This will be my little secret, I won't say anything at all