Kristy Artmann Carlisle Biography

This dark place I call home is too welcoming,
I need an escape yet none can be found,
I feel heavy and afraid, ready for my piece of ground.
I've been here before, I know it all too well,
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What to do when you feel you're going insane?
Feeling like I need a bullet through my brain.
But that'd be too easy, pertaining to a way out,
And too morally cloudy, without a doubt.
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Why lord?
I have so much love to give and no one to share it with.
My twin girls are adrift; at the moment, I'm disowned as their mother.
My place cannot so easily be taken by another?
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I may have never gotten to see your face or hold you in my arms,
I may have never felt you move within my womb;
Or even got to see you lay in a permanent tomb.
I may have never heard your various cries or saw your precious smile,
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