Lala taylor

My dad's gone
I never felt so alone
I wish i could say goodbye
but then again i wish it was a lie
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am lying on my pillow
watching you looking out the window
why dont you know that i want you
i toss and turn thinking when you will learn
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can i take a second of your time
to tell you about boy of mine?

hes lovly and tall
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i wonder what we will be
i wonder hat we will see
i wonder if it will be you i kiss
or will it be you i miss
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it not wrong it can only be right
i really need your love tonight
dont you see do you know
i dont want you to go
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your knocking on my door
dont you realise its half four
the moon is high
i will not lie
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i dont know what to do
i think am missing you
i want you back
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i cant say we have been perfect
right from the start
that wont be true to either of our hearts
everyone knows we have had are ups and down
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you keep knocking
you havent clicked i aint leting you in

you keep knocking
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as you enter you say i cant touch
feeling your hands and mouth all over me wanting to touch you has never been this much
am in ectasy from what i feel and see
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come and tell me you darkest secret
i need to know your secret
show me or tell me what you fear
what is it you hold so very near?
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Looking out my window watching the rain,
no ones realised am in pain.
i see people rushing about,
yet no one can hear me scream and shout.
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i stand alone looking at the phone
hoping i hear something to take away my fear
the pressure is gaining i know am already failing
i look in the mirror thats whare you dare to stare
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i hear the taunts about the weight i gain
i wonder if you ever stop and think about my pain
but instead you call me a freak
you even say am a geek
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by day and night
i search by light

hoping to share a time of bliss
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lying in bed
all these thoughts running through my head
the love i gave away
the love you took every day
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i look into your eyes
to found no surprise
the love i knew
the love that grew
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Across the room they seem to see
A smiling girl who looks like me.
With two huge dimples on each cheek
She laughs and talks, and always speaks.
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my love
i ask to above
to keep me sane
and hide my pain
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i need your kiss
its what i miss
the sweet soft kiss
promise me this
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