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Drugs

I said I would never do it, but that was long ago
I hate myself, I hate my decisions
The choice I made 2 years ago, still lingers in my head
I remember my words when I was young
"I would never do that mommy not even when I'm older"

The drugs and liquor, they are in my system
My everyday life is bad but its what's normal in my head
I'm happy, I'm happy when I'm high
But being sober hurts
Even though I'm killing myself when I'm high

drugs take the pain away, but they're the reason for the pain today
my friends don't know my real story
This isn't fun anymore
and This is hurting me
But yet I still take drugs to take the pain away

Addiction is my captor
Isolation is my jail cell
I'm trying to break out my these steel bars hurt
I might just fade away here
I'm fading away here

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