Maria Sudibyo Poems

Artificial charisma
Glass eyeballs with no reflection of living
'She' is like a doll
Charisma the soul of the doll
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when suddenly rain again
if you don't feel lonely
that means you are happy
with your own way you love
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there's laugh, forced laugh
laugh, gentle rejection without word
laugh, looking sympathy with laugh
laugh but actually doesn't laugh
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God, may I be happy?
with what I own
with what I release
with what I hope
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that is a word of sadness
it could never be forgotten once you hear it
though you don't understand what I said
your heart will feel it for you
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why we have two ears that can't be naturally closed
but we less listening than talking
why we have one mouth that technically is not locked
but we speak nothing less than complaint
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Stone in the mouth
Rings of the ears
Glitter on the skin
Ball at the eyes
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I don't feel lost of hope
Because I don't feel any hope
I'm not afraid of death
The only thought is you I should leave
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I drowned in the mud of past
Marsh that pushes me to the bottom slowly
To the life without new breath
Flower and stone, have you buried me well?
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Far far
down away
my misery
it's hidden well
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