Have been I in my darkest days,
Where couldn't I find my place;
Maketh I so many weird ways,
Filling my own empty space.
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Questions remained unanswered
To the actions showed how do I pampered
A situation where a fragile heart was hammered
Broken pieces remained scattered;
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Until when will I keep catching for love?
If my heart gets like a hard stone?
Until when I will find someone to be with?
If I already wanted to be alone?
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God puts me on a test
To show me all my best
God puts me on a test
To let me know about the rest
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I'm tired, tired of doing things so hard
Better throw me in the farthest graveyard.
Much better to be eaten by scavengers, buzzard!
Than showing myself to you like a diehard.
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In a deepest darkest troubled nights
Bitter dreams are runnin' along one's mind
Inexplicit messages never shines bright
In a total darkness— Feeling like a blind!
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If I could just turn you into a stick of cigarette and hush you as I put flame until you become ashes, I will do;
If I could just poop you and flush in the toilet bowl just to get rid of my stomach aches, I will do;
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