i have just past into the thirties, yet i am still young at heart with a old soul, very perceptive eyes, not judgmental until i know all the facts, gives the benefit of the dought although i dought that is always the right idea.i have been infatuated, in lust, in love, engaged, married, divorced, erased and replaced, estranged, deranged, hurt, shattered and broken then slowly glued back together...reinforced. i am motivated sometime underrated, overlooked yet i overcome...i am passionate, caring & empathetic, captivating and can hold someones attention with wonder, curiosity & understanding..i have a unique sense of humor and love to write music play guitar and write lyris and poetry...
i have a son named Garret Michael whom i love more than anything else in this world.. i think about him every day and pray for him every night... he is what motivates me when things seems impossible..he gave me a true meaning the day he was born (july 11th,2004) he is the most amazing, loving caring little boy i have ever seen(others have said the same) he truly tought me how to love another person with a unconditional bind that has never before nor never will again be matched by anyone else in my life.. for him i am grateful and privileged to be the father of such a unique, gifted and beautiful son.
Daddy loves you Garret
distraught
why do women lie?
why are people in general so f**king deceitful?
why after so many times of being lied to and s**t on do i refuse to see the truth when it is right between my eyes?
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I would do anything to hear your voice again son
to hear you say you love me I love you more than anyone
baby you can trust me your what makes my heart beat
your the air that keeps me breathing never stop believing
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What do you say when your loves stripped away?
As you choke on the tears left behind
-and where do you go to fill up a hole that leaves you hollow inside?
And who do you blame when the guilt and the shame that you carry eats you alive-
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she comes to me every night into my dreams, .. the same as the night be-fore
dressed up she dances and sings all here words to me so presish and sweet
she is the one I adore...
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each day that passes by
reminds me constantly just how I try
to overcome my adversities & numb thing that're hurtin me
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