grew up with no parents no structure in and out of jail since i was 13 lost everything and everyone who ever loved me. never really cared about no one, my mother is a drunk and a drug addict and left me when i was 2 months still see her once in a while father left when i was 2 months never seen him since he still says he had no kids witch brings more anger to my life. never really trusted anyone and pushed anyone who tryed to get close to me away cuzz im scared that ill hurt them by going back to jail
Everyday i sit here wishing
I could die, wishing the pain
will stop I dont think ill survive.
Everyday gets harder worse
...
My mind is taking over, my mind
is trading sides. The drugs are
taking over this shyt just aint right.
Everything is messed up all i see
...
When the rain falls, my tears
do the same, showing darkness
and bringing pain. Memories that
used to be something real. People
...
Locked up in this place
cant change what ive
done. No place to turn
cant even friggin run.
...
Let me draw you
a picture, a picture
on my rist. Let me
draw that picture
...