I get up, I pretend I'm okay. It's the same day all over again. I don't know what to do. I wouldn't cry even if my whole family had died. I try to find meaning in life, but I just sink into the ground. I can't breathe, the earth is taking me. I won't fight. My ghosts are haunting me, the ghosts of the people I used to be. I'm not the same person anymore, I'm cold under my funeral stones.
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