Billet-doux
A nasty hasty day paves her way to a Calm evening
And when I drudge and see myself withering
It's you I want to share my tears with
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These colourful strides gets soaked in nights delights
Signing up on hopes gets the clouds thick and it rains in sights
The young wants to get old quick, feels there is freedom and joy in their delights
Little do they know, that the old gets scared of the world's desire and it's frieghts
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He stambled and restricted himself from achieving
He thought he didn't think it all through and all what was taught was deceiving
Life couldn't be altruistic. It did the opposite of, 'giving more than receiving'
He soliloquized, 'why do I even continue to do this when gains are nothing to what I'm losing? '
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Billet-Doux...
Billet-doux
A nasty hasty day paves her way to a Calm evening
And when I drudge and see myself withering
It's you I want to share my tears with
Help me make all this worth it.
A busy me, wakes and toil for a calm evening
And when my eye sees you after all
its a harmonized ending I wished to be happening
I just wished you could help me through this moil.
I make a blank page full without words but your name.
The subconscious me sends tears through my left eye
Anytime I see people talking to their lovers without ending
The conscious me smiles and wished you still with me
Memories are the only thing I have got now.
Cos I lost the picture I painted with you inside
I never regret anything especially my vow
...will never be full with you on the outside
Never thought Love should be fought for
Was taught anything for you will calmly embrace you
Never would I have let you go if I knew you are worth dying for
Is the real you the night we had the hearty lengthy conversation?
I miss you and it's you, I am waiting for......