My name is Nicole and I have grown up in the small but beautiful state of Maine. I love dogs, horses, nature, photography and of course poetry/writing. My mother passed away nearly 13 years ago and my father has terminal cancer. I, myself struggle with severe mental health issues. I have had many attempts on my own life and my arms are covered in scars from years of self harm. But besides all that depressing stuff, people seem to like me. So, yeah that's me. PS I am albino PSS There is an another account under my name from when I was a teenager that I do not have access to)
Reason
I don't want to be the reason
that your tears fall onto your cheeks,
I don't want to be the reason.
I don't want to be the reason
that your heart pound so hard that
it nearly cracks through your chest.
I don't want to be the reason.
I don't want to be the reason
that the voices attack you because
you are so sick with worry.
I want to be the reason
that you break out into laughter
when you cannot find your smile.
I want to be the reason.
I want to be the reason
that your eyes fill with tears of
happiness instead of sadness.
I want to be the reason.
I want to be the reason
that your mind, body and soul are
at ease.
I want to be the reason.