for Jody
The important thing
is to stay ahead of the pain
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The reason most people are unhappy
is that they love their misery.
They cling to it
like a voodoo doll of themselves
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It's not so much the darkness
that bothers me
it's just that at these depths
the sea forgets how to dream.
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I see myself happening
in the flight of a bird across the moon,
in the appearance of the leaves
and the leftover flowers
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When the sky speaks
it's stars sun moon
but when it sings
its voice is full of birds.
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If compassion is not
the fruit of your understanding
your tree is rootless and flawed
however beautiful the blossoms are.
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Sometimes think I'm always
a life too late
to catch up to my own
walking away weary of waiting for me.
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Out of nothing, out of space, the abyss,
out of thin air, the fluids
my mother and father were
at the sacred junction of two rivers,
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Something deeper than tears to weep for you.
I weep blood. I weep the silence
on the backstairs with the screen door
that bangs like the sound of one hand clapping
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To be alive here
is to suffer the godspear of light
that enflames your breath with life
through the heart, the night
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