Phoenix Strezze Biography

A journey lies ahead
for all teenagers today.
A journey to adulthood,
our youth to kiss away.
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I'm a survivor of sexual, physical, and mental abuse for many years. I've searched for help from a lot of people and nobody has figured out my signs and yelling out of attention for help.

I'm a survivor cutting and being suicidal. taking 17 pills of seraquel in September 2007 almost dieing in the hospital with my family sitting next to me as i lay there half asleep almost dieing.
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I love him
but he doesn't love me
I hate to be in this position
why can't we ever be
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When I was little, I wanted to be a mommy, but heard being a mommy is too difficult.
I have to work hard and for a long time, and just think I can't do that.
I'm scared, I'm scared to fail.
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One day I woke up and saw you just sitting there to watch over me. That day I saw the glow all around her. I remember her from some where but I'm not sure where. She loved me when that day came when I woke up and saw her there watching over me. I was frightened and she said unto me 'Do not be afraid my child i am here to tell you its time to take care of yourself. I will still watch over you, but remember I love you.' Then the sweet woman disappeared. I remember her that's my angel who died of cancer.


Dedicated to:
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