4eva Hold Tha Peace! ! ! Poem by Brittany Thomas

Forever hold your PEACE! !
The last words before he kissed her lips with such passion that birds
cried
Love filled the air, or the definition people would call it
I had to let him go
He had to leave me be
I could tell he loved her so
You could tell this temptrss brought him to his knees
Shooken by the chemistry that they shared
I STOOD
All alone in a world of unspoken words and dried up thoughts
I STOOD
Crying on the inside because he was GONE! !
Seen it with my own eyes LOst
The hazel color in my eyes turned into a drpressant dark brown as I
wanted to cry
Feelings inside me told me to grab him, Kiss him, and tell him that I love him, and had forever on the inside
That he is my soul, he is my guy
Feeling like a child, yet a grown woman
Knots as bigs as circles pulled & tugged in my stomach
He was MINE! but he was not
She took him from my grasp, the key she had unlocked
His heart, His mind, His soul, His body! !
Can you imagine the pain entirely
Grabbing & hurting, my heart racing but @ the same time hurting
Wanting to hold, him kiss him, yearning
He and his misses all I could think
Damn, Why on earth couldnt this be a dream? ?
I know I was bein selfish but what a day, what a day
I walked in to wish an ex the best
And the feelings rushed back into my body, but its too late to stress
That I Love him
I want him in every way
I need his air to breathe
but instead I can only think about the times and jus let go
One?
I would never know should i have stayed? ?
Or was i right to go? ?