A Boy Poem by Corie Jones

My life is free for anyone willing to grasp it
I have felt love in previous relationships but not like this
i have loved him, cared for him and now I'm going to wait for him
He is the guy that I will never forget, the guy that means the most in my life.
The guy I thought new who i was and would wait till i was ready
I was wrong, he is the guy that broke my heart and is the guy that i think about everyday, I wish he was the guy I thought he was.
What bugs me the most is that he moved on so fast and just forgot about everything we said, everything we knew about each other, everything he reminds me of he threw that away.
I wish I could just forget the past and create a new future, I can't to me the past makes me future, all the choices I make in life are the once that are going to make my future
He made me realize that, I should just be who I'am and don't be who other people want me to be.
If they don't like me then that sucks for them.
I also wish i could just move on and stop having dreams about him.
I want to move on but i can't, I can't just forget who he was, but now he isn't what he was and what he was, was a bright boy that had a good head on his shoulder, new right from wrong, didn't get introuble that often. He was sweet and caring and loving.
Everyday if I was down he would give me hope everything was ok. Now that i don't have that.. I don't know what I'm going to do
- you don't realize how good you have it untill there gone