A Confession Poem by Kat Sistrunk

I'm scared
Not because of the monster under the bed
Not becaus of the howl in the air
I'm scared because I don't want to lose you
When ever your around my mind goes blank
At nigh I think of what I want to say
But the next day when I see you I forget
I love it when you hug me,
I fill as though I belong
At this moment in time I want to stay
I don't care what happens tommorrow
I want to focus on right now
Right now is when I'm happy
You make me smile
But when I ask you what's wrong
You say 'nothing'
I know something is wrong
But I just let it go because I don't want anything to go wrong right now
My heart is telling me 'this is were you belong'
But my head is screming 'it's going to end soon'
I'm so confused
Which one sould I leasen to
I some how know in my gutt thats its going to end soon
Is it becauseI've been hurt so many times
Yes that why
Maybe I sould just leave and never come back
Something is makeing me stay
I don't know what though
Can you help me
Help me find it
Some say it's right in front of me
I must be blind
Because I can't see it
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Now I see
The thing that's making me stay
It's you
I like this filling
You better hold me tight
I just migh fly away
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What is this filling
I'm going to say it
I'm scared but here it is
I LOVE YOU