A Fool Poem by Jeanette Matthews

Apart of me feel as if I shouldn't care
About you and what you do because you made it loud and clear you didn't want me there
Be still like a fool I feen for your love
And continuosly you remind me of the fool you made me out of
I hate it, I hate it so bad that I don't know what to do
I wish that I could wake up one day and not think about you
But I always do even when there are a million and one things in the world
I think about the old time when you was my baby and I was your baby girl
I shouldn't have gotten that close I shouldn't have allowed my heart to feel this way
By if I would have made my heart resist the feeling of love then I wouldn't have known what I wanted to go or stay
I feel like such a fool and the pain just slowly flow
And this fool I will continue to be if I don't let you go
I'm a fool cause I refuse to move on
I'm a fool because I let my heart tell me right from wrong
But I can't be a fool anymore
I'm tired of being the fool that I was once before