A Goodbye Note To My Sweet Orchid Poem by Alaa ...

tonight i will have to say goodbye
goodbye to you my dear friend
the shadow fades, the curse will die
and all sorrows will be put to an end

i may say goodbye and farewell
to this weird condition
break and part off this magic spell
that left us both in false impression

I say goodbye in sounding pain
and i know you are suffering too
i may try to explain..but in vain
i know it was me who hurt you

you know me i can't well speak
i tried to hide this, but i couldn't
i am fed up i've reached the peak
and why hide it from you..i shouldn't

you always say i never loved you
and that you loved me more and more
and what you say might be so true
but it wasn't like that..i am sure

there was time when i loved you too
otherwise i wouldn't be so sad
i wasn't lying and you know
i never meant to hurt you bad

it may have gone or faded away
i don't really know what happened
i used to cry to god when i pray
to cure the hearts that we've shattered

in some way i guess we went through
remember you told me 'we are good'
so we dealt with it like we're supposed to
back we became friends and we stood

we stood to those who never got it
who never saw the meaning clear
who we are...and how we do it
they never know that we are dear

dear, aren't we... to each other?
this emotion.. GOD it is beautiful
don't pay attention to them, don't bother
they know nothing but to be stupid... cruel

my words...i know...Oh my
they could make you more sad
but please no tears...don't cry
coz with this end i am glad

glad i am, to know someone like you
glad i one day held your hand
you taught me how love should be true
that for those you love, you should stand

goodbye and don't worry my sweet orchid
i will always remember, i will always see
that it was you..you were the first
who truly cared and loved me

January 14,2009
12: 00 p.m