A Manic Self-Destruct Poem by Unrealized Poet

Darling, you loved and wanted, you curse and hate,
please whisper to me, five words ive been waiting,
'come morning when I've left',
I'll be free to melt to the abyss that calls me,
no thoughts from my self, quiet executions of my soul.

I thought i could, this time I really thought i could,
you gave me all, all I wanted to give,
now you whisper words and it leaves me thinking,
In the abyss alone I'm wanted for nothing,
prices so steep only my breath remains.

Abyss, abyss! Corrupt my heart and mind, twist me to the person that I' long to be mine,
emerged again ill whisper back,
next time is different, for you that remains unknown