A Million Days Poem by alex manson

i haven't slept in a million days
the angel of grief drops her tears
thoughts of you won't go away
i wish that you were still here...
choking on another memory
i lay in my bed
trying to erase misery
am i alive or dead...
flames gone cold
they don't burn me anymore
all confessions told
i don't hide it like i have before...
i've been lost and found my way
but now i just can't find any light
i've been missing you for a million days
a million lonely, sleepless nights...
has the end come
will death finally close my eyes
because you are the one
but it took me a million days to realize...