About To Fade Out Poem by Ashley Nichol

whether you see it our not,
you are drifting away from me.
whether you feel it or not,
your love is fading.
i dont know why i feel this way,
but i do.
you dont act like yourself anymore,
and as much as i hate to bring Her up,
i think it is because of Her.
i miss the old you.
i want the old you back.
i need the old you.
i love you,
with all of my heart,
but i hate what you are doing to me.
i have told you my feelings for you,
but you act like im just a bother to you now.
there is either something you are not telling me,
or something is very wrong.
i wish you would just trust me.
come talk to me.
we can work on whatever is going on.
but we really need to figure it out.
i hate calling you and you not answer,
or worse when you do answer but dont say a word.
your silence is going to be the DEAFENING sound that is going to kill me.
i cant help loving you.
i cant help the dreams.
the unexplainable feelings.
the wishes.
the hopes.
the butterflies i get when you kiss me,
i cant help the sound of your voice mesmerizes me.
i need you to get through whatever it is you are dealing with,
and fast.

baby, im fading.
here today.
gone tomorrow.