Afraid? ! ! ! Poem by Charles Kanyuga

Yea, I should be afraid
When I lie in bed to rest
When I close my eyes to sleep
When I cover my body for warmth
Then I go to a world
Far from my bed
I do not feel any more
May be I should be afraid
When the sun knocks dawn doors
I choose not to
But put on the garment of hope
It is not a mocking dream
For there is one who watches me
Anxiety and worry I may have
But leave the now
I sometimes think I should do something
I should save a lot
I should hire guards
I should......
I should..............
But then I know it is all in vain]
Because a time comes
When I am helpless
So now I turn
I change my mind
I should not be afraid
I should rest
I should sleep
For what is ment to happen will
But I Am will save me
From all my fears
Because in him I rest
Yea, I hope and trust
And my mind will be stayed on
Yea, I should have faith!