All Of thou 2.
I find lots of them, but none of you.
I stare and gaze and find nothing,
Wait and hold, lock me from within,
Look and gaze at the not-you girls.
Search a substitute to take your place,
Watch Her closely as if she was you,
I wish you was able to touch my inside at this very moment,
To see how hard is living without you
I'm glaring, burning and dying to see your face again.
How much I hate me, 'coz I didn't gain enough courage to tell you my brut truth.
How many days passed me still thinking of a real, another you.
I do dare myself and try to love another looking-like-you girl.
I do dare it to pine for her,
To love her truly as I did with you,
Although, they are nothing but the remains of you,
They are every single thing left to my nothing.
Even if they unlike you, the perfect and all,
Their single glance turns my ‘your-passion’ deeper and deeper,
Now and then it dives in my sub-conscious,
Defining each new girl as 'a new Luc? ? ? '.
Oh! How I want you to feel right, what's written here, and curved in my heart.
A glimpse of hope occurs each time I see you.
I need nothing from this life more
Than your full realizing of these words
And everything I had written for you.
Saying my name is enough.
Your image animating in my mind, or any thing you have touched, as a souvenir, these will be my prayers and my sacred rituals.
You see, I'm not Dante nor Poe, not even Carton to sacrifice my life for you.
I'm just someone who loves and needs you far more better than his own life,
I'm him ready for your love and yours only.
Done.5th Oct 2005.