Alone Or Not Alone? Poem by Indesemus Rufiah

Sometimes...
I want to be alone...
I don't know why but maybe
because when I'm alone,
I have my own world,
where everything is under my feet.
I find no REJECTION.
I find no PAIN.
I have a PEACE OF MIND.

But sometimes,
I despise being alone...
because I find it selfish to have
your own world and rule everything
under your feet...
How will you be ACCEPTED if you've
never been rejected?
How will you find relief
if you're not in pain?
And how will you find peace of mind
if your world is never been ruin?

Besides, when I'm alone,
I find no Happiness...
and I can't even smile...