Answer Me Poem by jordan russell

why won't i bleed out
why won't it end here
why can't i die right now
why does this have to hurt

why did it end this way
could we not be saved
why do you ignore me
because of you my heart is broken and unhealable

you couldn't just leave
you had to make sure it hurt
you put the knife in
and twisted it
you pulled it out and did it again

painfully unbearable is you and her
that should be me
making you smile, bringing you happiness
laughing at your lame jokes and planning our future together

it doesn't seem like your gone
like you ever left
why dose your presence still haunt me
why do you meet me in every dream i have
why do you have such an effect on me
why did you cheat
was i not good enough

you refuse to answer these
i don't think you have a good explanation
I'm begging you
answer me please