Behind Blue Eyes Poem by neo riddick

Trying to sleep away all the pain and confusion is horrid.
Dreaming takes over. I am sent into another realm of my brain.
Now I know that I created a reality of distorted thoughts and images.
My dreams led me to a portal into my unconscious.
This is where I discovered my deepest fears were very much real.
No one wants to be hurt. No one wants to fear.
As fragile as we are though. These are feelings that consume much of our lives.
I never want to love. I stay inside of my self made vault with walls and no doors.
Time may heal all wounds. But time also creates a mental vacuum.
When will we learn? When will we change?
So many questions that need to be answered.
Traveling through my mind was the only way.
The only way to know and understand.
The outside world will never see exactly what happens
Behind these blue eyes