Beneath It All (My Story) Poem by Miizz. Beautiiful

This feeling in stomach
feels like my heart has dropp and
shattered in my stomach
I hold my tears back
so that you can't see the pain.....
my joyful butterflies in my
stomach has been replaced
but shattered pieces of pain....
My over all feeling is down in
the dirt,
the gook,
the muck,
the gunk,
it doesn't complete this
feeling I had called 'love'
the care,
the affliction,
the protection,
but this black and blue feeling
I have is new but unlike any other
I just wanna srceam out for
help, I wanna cry so bad
but I'm strong enough to fight it
and that just makes the horror
worst for me......
I play Miizz.Perfect for you all the time
for what so that the world can
know beneath this beautiiful face
and wonderful smile there
is this hurting young lady dying
to grown and learn
that 'love' is more then
just you and me
its everything that makes
life a thing that we have to be thankful for everyday.