Bipolar Poem by Hannah Torres

I think that I am bipolar.
I can never get my emotions straight.
Going up into the high that I am so familiar with.
Going down into the pit that is always so pitch black.
Never a minutes thought.
Emotions change like the clock.
Going tick-tock until the clock ticks to night.
Nights are always the hardest.
Crying in the night.
Wishing it would just stop.
Wishing that I could be normal for once.
That my emotions could stay as one.
Only sad.
Only happy.
Only angry.
But never two at a time.
I'm not good at multitasking.
No do I want to multitask my emotions.
Either be in or out.
Never one step in one door another in the opposite.
No one can live like this.
No one can want to live like this.
I don't want to live like this.
I would rather be emotionless.