I've made a few beds,
I've layed in them all,
Fell short with a few,
With others, too tall
...
I've been lost in a forest that
I have never been able to recognize,
With every passing day, thick,
Unenchanted fogs of unfamiliarity
...
I've thought about heroin,
The rush I've heard she gives,
The way she makes problems vanish
While seeping into your veins,
...
I do not want
To die today,
That fact is big,
For me,
...
A certain feeling used
To suffocate my thoughts,
Sometimes it still does,
Leaving me in a blank
...
When cats discover
Wind chimes,
It's magic for your ears,
A Chime that wakes
...
I traced the first initial
Of my sur
Through thick,
Weightless condensation,
...
I want to be dissolved,
Lovingly,
Sift me,
searching,
...
Sometimes
I fall to sleep,
Ear pressed against the hardwood
Or charactered tile,
...