Breathing In Smoke..! Poem by Abhisekh Gharai

Let it be,  
Let me be alone.. 
NO matter how hard it becomes.. 
I will keep breathing in this smoke.. 
I will rise.. 
I won't get choked.. 
I believe it to be so. 
I feel like..
The claustrophobic ether creeping under my skin. 
Seeping into my veins. 
It feels as if.. 
I am closed inside a room..
And walls cry in pain..
All exhaust points are shunned.. 
Exhausted.
I am a caged beast, from many days.. 
I know.. I need only myself.. 
And, I am always there for myself.. 
I will love myself for.. 
Reaching out for the stars.. 
I will love myself for trying so hard.. 
I love the dear me.. 
Feels like I am low on fuel. 
Yes it does feel so.. 
So what..? !  
But I have my will, my wild passion. 
And miles to go..!
My madness reaching out cold..
To fuel my engines further.
I am reaching out for the stars.. 
One day.. I will be one among them.. 
One day,  
I will make myself a star. 
And I will make sure.. 
That one day it does happen.
It will happen for I believe in it for sure.
Till then I will be breathing in this smoke.