Brelanne Poem by Rugyinsun Alwayslearns

I

Morning
It was the beginning of the day
birds had recently woken up
singing beautifully on the branches
producing wonderful sounds of the day
broke the silence with beautiful voices
some were flying
spread over the air
and the dreams had early ended
because the dark was absolutely lost
the sunshine seized the moment
so the tale was changed,
the tale of the dream,
not the real tale
but the real dream
or might be the mirror?
mirror of real life which is expected
by all humans
might be

And souls came to the real space
might be narrower
was not like before
when dream has been not ended

The souls went out away
didn't go on the dreaming tale
struggling
sharing each other:
about life
about strategies
about how to achieve the goals
about how to get dream will come true
about how to get success
about failure
about all the life sides
running in the long period

II

Remembering that day
so long ago
unforgettable moment
as I am flying over without wing
riding the wind with passion
Fast!
Fast!
Fast!
hardly to get there beyond
in the distance
so far
but so closed

III

It was when I was child
a long ago
my days full of the joy
having the joy games
always
with friends around
Very excited!

"You are lucky."
I smiled to him, my friend,
shaking hand
"Thank you, " I said
gave response
"You always be the winner."
I smiled again
"You are lucky boy."
I said thanks to them
"Thank a lot, my friends."

I could climb faster
run faster
swim faster
than them all
You're the loser!

Winner
he is me
I am the winner among the kids
the lucky one

IV

One day
I saw a flying eagle
going beyond to the heaven
I was gazing at
Higher
Higher
Higher
toward the beauty space
over the heaven
higher

"How can I? "
asking
too long
unreachable distance

My words
it was not only question
not the producing sounds only
spontaneously
Eagle?

I saw my hands
Both
I was only a kid
couldn't fly
though easily would reach it
the longest distance

The beauty space
of the farthest of my sight

I was the winner
winner of several matches

The eagle got the longer distance
wonderful place
been more invisible
couldn't be seen
but the invisibleness spread out the beauty
and I remained to stand up
gazing at the losing
and having sense
had a strong look
wondering

I am
"Who am I? "
"The winner? "

"Eagle? "
"How wide the world? "
The going eagle
My tongue producing some unanswerable questions
"I am the only, " my deepest mind whispering
as the wind slowly touched my skin
I took a deep breath
? ? ?

V

Winner?
Dreamer?

VI

The higher space
?
The farthest of my sight
in a distance
which the souls were hoping to get there
so far beyond
the incomparable
but so closed to my sense
just here
in
even I could touch by my single finger
and had a sense of my hope

I was wondering
asking my night
asking my starlight
asking my moonlight
"Who is the eagle? "
"It can fly higher."
"I want to."
"I am really eager."
"I am a kid."
"Let's having competition with me! "
"If you're the real competitor."
the eagle been invisible
got away
beyond
I remained to stand with some questions
I was only a kid
"I want to go somewhere, like that eagle."
"What's there beyond? "
"The beauty"
I was a kid
keeping a dream
"It's not a nightmare"
In my hope

What's there?
What's distance?
Who am I?
What's the eagle?
What's the beauty?
What?
?

Beyond
there were many secrets
I guessed
out of all
of dream
of hopes,
the spaces I couldn't get there,

I was a kid
didn't have much strength
was not able lifting the heaviness
but I could throw all away
got beyond

My words without sound
were voiceless

VII

I stood around the border of the island
gazing the small wave playing the sunshine
so silent
cool
I felt the dewdropp came to my face
gave its touch wisely
suggested me to be aware
everything
far beyond
might be I'll never know
will never be able to reach it
"I can! "
"I can! "
"I can! "
my voice reached the highest
without beating
but the earthquake shook the world
suddenly
as forcing me to move

I got the oar and crossing
I leaved the island
to get another

All welcomed me
in my hope
as all were pictured before
inside the deepest of my dream
when it took the longer

I was only a kid
"Bye bye my wonderful island."
"The small one."
"I love you so much."
"But I don't have to be here always."
"It's not different whether I am here or not"

I got to another land
had past the long distance
weariless
‘cause my dream shorten the length

I was the another
I was the stranger among
the new comer

"Brelanne"
the name of the land
I didn't recognize the inhabitants
all were new
felt alone in crowded condition
alone

Who was he?
Who was she?
Who were they?
I didn't know

Brelanne
It was different
"I am the winner."
had leaved my secret island
Here
I knew nothing
like the blind one
walked through the darkness
"Where is the eagle? "
Brelanne

I walked toward the straight road
stony land
I met some women
some men
they were walking here and there
I was not used to be
I didn't know where will they to
I didn't know somewhere
here was my where

I came to river bank
watching the dropping leaves
fell down the rippling water
and shook my shadow
fading

I laughed
smiling at the river flow
and some birds were cheerily above
singing a joy song above
I looked the one

Eagle
I remembered my secret island
The land I had leaved
Brelanne

I was sitting under the tree
saying
"Time"
"Distance"
"Life"
"I am the dreamer"
The beautiful bird were flying away
followed the others
Queen?
quickly
as something had scared them
I looked above
? ? ?

"Eagle! "
It looked at me
Brelanne

(Secret island?)

VIII

Another world
I had reached a distance
been raising up
going

Eagle
I was walking
through the river bank
without counting the falling leaves
I was careless
my head full of questions
my soul was busy
dream was guiding me
as I never knew to where

I found a house
so old
I got near
gazing the left window
"What's in? "
closer

Nobody was here
there was no animal too
the land without creature dwell
so
Who had built it?
The historical dweller?
"Where can I find them? "
Or the generations?
"So they can tell me history"
then I would learn

I got in the house
carefully

I found some foot print
were in line
I was stopped to walk
counting
shaking like a leaf
didn't know what had to do
taking a deep breath
repeat
repeat
repeat
"I am not afraid! "
I screamed
no response
I got in the small room
broke the door
no one in
"Anybody here? ! "
"Anybody here? ! ! ! "
"Anybody here? ! ! ! ! ! "
"Anybody here? ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! "
"Anybody here? ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! "
"Anybody here? ! "
"Anybody hereeeeeeeeeeeee………………………….? ! "
Hhhhhh…! !
there was no response

I touched the wall
was rugged
I wiped sweat on my face
and my question didn't get its answer

I heard a calling sound
was indistinct
Where?
I got out
the voice was in
"This house? "
I sat on the floor
leaned my back on the wall
"There's no one"
"Brelanne"
"Where're the inhabitants? "
"It's not a dream"
also
"not a nightmare"
I had found an empty building
no dweller
only an indistinct calling
not truly calling
only a sound
"Meaningless"
"Useless"
"Useless"
"Useless"
What for?
I needn't to dwell it
Just to know what the building is

Eagle
Beautiful bird
Brelanne
Inhabitants
"I am"
The old house

I was waiting
never counted the time
just waiting
for nothing
insignificant

I past the days
some night with the stars
moon had appeared tens time over
only my dream hasn't past still
Endless?
swallowed the time
without any little residue
absolutely was out

IX

I never met the inhabitants again
Brelanne was so silent
I walked alone through the roads
left some dry leaves down from the trees
no bird sang some songs
like a long before
the grass was yellow
the calling sound was never back again
Brelanne
"The land I want to dwell
Want to dream over each nights
And will never count the days
Never
Never
But where's the eagle?
Where's the beautiful bird?
The land,
You?
You?
You? "
I was doing the quest
For a long time
And might never be ended
My questions
Those were not the true questions
I had assumed
I needn't to surprise
But
"Why? "
All were hardly to understand
It was not story
Not really a tale
But I was here
I saw by my eyes
"Who am I? "
"Me? "

X

"My lonely
My dreamt land
What you are! "
You were my hope
I needed to dwell you
Eagle?
The beautiful bird?