Natasha Elizabeth Beatrice Williams Poems

I held my breath and opened my eyes to look into the mirror.
I was scared, it was the first time doing this since you left.
I didn't look right, I didn't look like any kind of winner.
It was look the light from my eyes and soul had also left.
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Oh, my sweet love.
That one kiss we shared.
It wasn't meant to be, really.
but that kiss, my sweet dove..
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It's not easy y'know..
Looking inside to think that there's something in there.. hiding away..Just waiting for you to fall.
All it'll take is a few more blows..
It'll get what it wants. I can feel it inside. Digging away at it all.I'm trying. I'm not just sitting here sulking.
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How can you see me as beautiful?
How can anyone?
You're eyes are obviously covered by wool.
What I really look like, is different to what you see, it's a con..
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I wake up in the morning in a bit of a rush.
Bright red cheeks, full of blush.
I expect to see you, so I look my best.
But then the rain hits, but none the less.
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We got so close.
Even naked.
Under the sheets, breathing heavily.
You said no, just holding me.
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Everything I do is wrong.
Everything I try do to, is wrong.
I try my best, honest.
I work hard, I promise.
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It's the middle of the night.
As always.
Thoughts are running around my head.
As always.
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Huh?
Name it?
Name the thing that is my depression?
The thing I'd like to burn away?
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Computers.
They can hold a whole life.
Tap.

Phones.
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