Cachexia Comments

Today I woke up in my body
and wasn't that body anymore.
 
It's more like my dog—
for the most part obedient,
warming to me
when I slip it goldfish or toast,
 
but it sheds.
Can't get past a simple sit,
stay, turn over. House-trained, but not entirely.
 
This doesn't mean it's time to say goodbye.
 
I've realized the estrangement
is temporary, and for my own good:
 
My body's work to break the world
into bricks and sticks
has turned inward.
 
As all the doors in the world
grow heavy
a big white bed is being put up in my heart.
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