Cant Protend! Poem by nic hillen

I can't protend it
I'm dissconnected
Love I've shown
Has been rejected
My presence
No longer accepted
Nothing I did
Was ever effective
So I fill the void
With unholy desires
To escape a while
These snakes and liars
Lost the love
A heart requirs
Replaced with hate
In lakes of fires
Face the fact
I'm left behind
Raging war
Within my mind
A treasured friend
Is hard to find
To have your back
In troubled times
I now no to survive
I must keep my wounds
Locked inside