Capsule Of Sorrow Poem by damaris perez

felt no one cared no one knew
mightass well say bye
bye to the pain, ignorance, and also life
thats what i thought

one by one little by little
800mg times 4
that was enough because after i took them
i was so weak no even able to throw up

or seeing my mothers face tearing dreadful
the screams what did you do or the why
please tell me why
hearing mommy screaming please dont do this
tears came down my eye and my heart felt with
warmth and comfort
even dough my body vomitting my inside fluids
were showing the opposites
then i knew i was being so unattentive
mami did care mami did love

so i begged between vomit i couldnt control
forgive me please forgive ma
i seen a tear come down her eyes
and notice i was causing the pain

i thought a pain reliever capsule worked for
deprission
i guessed wrong they help it get closer
and every time i take a capsule
i fell nausia up to the bone

so think twice before taking the capsule of sorrow