Confusion Poem by amanda awan

A room of nothingness inside me,
couldn't close my eyes yet couldn't see,
what's the right path to choose from wrong,
a life taking option, a forgotten song.
Can't get away but can't get near,
so horrible to me and yet so dear.
No way to run away, no way to get close,
so beautiful but with thorns like a rose.
Thorn out and sewed back in,
a thick block of wood but also thin.
A time of the present and also the past,
haunts inside me, can't be forgotten fast.