Confusion Poem by Jackson Wings

I'm not alone
The voices in my head always make me feel at home.
Damn
did I just say that
it slipped through the cracks
probably during a panic attack
that I had
I just don't recall
I'm starting to think i have a problem with my brain
because one day its spring then the next its all ready fall
or did I have a fall
I remember me faintly running across a wall
was that a dream or a memory
I think there's something wrong with me
How do people put up with me
how'd I end up on a swing
wait
I think I might be dead
what was the last thing the voices said before they vanish from my head like a sled
going down a hill?
into the next chapter of the story
I hope the girl i like finally adores me
or will she just ignore me? ..
I am alone..
the voices that were in my head have left me on my own..
I reach for my phone, but there's nothing.
I look all around me, but there's nothing.
I finally reached the void, the nothing.
inside the naught, I sit all lonely.
Remembering what my uncle told me...