Cryptical Feelings Poem (Couplet Sonnet) Poem by Abstract Poet

I have learn, to endure grief, to
hide the pain and to laugh with
tears in the eyes only to show
to the other people that I am
doing well, and just to make
them happy everybody sees
me laughing however, nobody
knows how I really feel everybody
hears what I say, however,
nobody knows what I am thinking
about everybody reads my words,
however nobody sees my tears
everybody learns to know me,
however nobody really knows about me.