Darkness Poem by Kioko Kimmiko

Why is there so much darkness in the world?
It's like living with alcohol in your blood everyday
Seeing no end in the bottle only darkness
That you can't see black and white anymore only the colour of your own sadness
Lost in your own world of sadness and abandoned by family
Lonely with your own problems and the bottle of alcohol you love
Thinking about life and whatyou hate about it
Not getting those thoughts out of your head
Just listening to those thought and thinking why you're still alive
You make your own decision and go further in your own darkness
Wishing you would just die that it will make it easily
At that moment you take your last bottle and down it
Finally you're free of all your problems free of all the darkness
The darkness you never wished
And ask yourself why there is darkness without happiness
The answer that you will never have but are happy you are free of the darkness that you once had
Free of the darkness
Free of the problems of life
Free of yourself
And free of the family you never had
Free and happy
But still lost in your one head