Dear God Poem by Sheldon Carruthers

DearGod please find me a way to contain my mind before I'm dead for I'm sinking sinking I cant get these thoughts out of my head
where do I go to find help id try screaming or confessing my sins but I know I'm heading for the loony bin
psychiatry seems benign enough but they cant solve my problems ive just had enough
sedate me you negate me how about talking it through that helps a bit
but fools for you
I neeed action that's what I need to heal this bleeding heart of mine what gives
not words or colour coated pills, I want to live be joyful and be free to exercise my own will
not abtuse words and please no more breaches of trust or abuses my my will for if you hurt the weakest of us you make the whole world ill
I trust in you dear God to free me of this pain for even if its pouring down you can still put up an umbrella that proves i'm sane