Death Of The Other Half Poem by martel alexis

when i relize how much pain i put myself through
the pain i put on the shoulders of my ma
i knew aprt of me should die

the half of me who thought only as if there is a tomorrow
but no yesterday is one half
the half of me who thinks as if there was ayesterday but no tommorrow
is another

one has caused me pain the other has led me to the right path
but as one has opened my eyes to the truth and the other has lived a life of lies.